"Look at those clouds…Wow!"
— Oscar Wilde (De Profundis)
You never now you are hitting someone in a unique way until is to late.
Tonight, the shivers that go through my body are unexplainable. At first I thought there were related to my depression, anxiety… but no I remembered something. Tomorrow in the morning my best friend is coming from her trip. At first she was like a sister to me, but now things have changed, tonight everything I thought on a daily basis is changed. My body speaks to me as in the times were it spoke sadness to me. Instead tonight I am with hope in my heart, happiness in my skin, and a race in my mind. Such feelings, feelings that come at rare times in the most strange ways. It is wonderful. I hope one day, and I am awaiting for a surprise; I will taste what this feelings feel in the real world outside my fragile body. The day will come I hope, at least before there is no more to talk about.
We did not laugh as much as we did other times, we were silent. It was not an uncomfortable silence, it was a nice silence, as we had thrown all the words and expressions we could ever do. We knew the warm that traveled through our bodies, and the unstoppable bridge between your eyes and mines. It was the moment, our moment, the biggest connection between two lovers; not just a kiss, a moment, the best smile you will ever receive back. There is no space for the word physical here, there is more inside, there is more than the cover; oh the feelings, the sudden smile, the warm, that is what is the moment.
This song gave me chills everytime I heard it live. My dream is to be up on stage giving the people the same feeling SOAD gives to me. Over this moments it is when I feel that I need this… more than ever. I have a great feeling about the future, though I have questioned myself of how long it will be. I am feeling better, that could not be possible without the chills that arts, familly and most, my friends give me. I love you all. Although I do not say it very often, I do love you, and I knew that before, but as I need the chills of this band now for distress; I need your love for optimism, and I am glad to have it, to have you…
I do not want to be in the position of Daron as of hollywood tells, I want to keep living chills; the sparks of life, the starters of the fire that keeps me alive.
Love, chills; Felipe.
FYI: Dont you hate when you cannot control the chills… those moments when you fight on and back with your feelings because you do not know if they are what they seem to be… Well I am about to explode. Fucking feelings. Love.
YOU CANT CHANGE THE VOLUME OF THE VOICE IN YOUR HEAD
FUCKING TRY I DARE YOU
ITS IMPOSSIBLE AND ITS REALLY FUCKING WITH MY MIND SOMEONE HUG ME
I CAN MAKE IT SCREAM WITHOUT GETTING LOUDER
H E L P
Holy shit whispering is the same volume as shouting as loud as I can
what have you done
We think in concepts
Concepts have no volume
Because a thought is the loudest silence of all.
These guys don’t know each other. They literally sat together just because they were both wearing stripes.
The blue guy walked in and stopped and was like “Yo! Stripes!” And the red guy started nodding and was like “striiiiiiiiiipes”
Boys are fucking weird
I love being a boy